urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears Aurora Aurora 2005-12-31T02:39:22Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:83151 2005-12-31T02:39:22Z 2005-12-31T02:39:22Z okay so its been a while<br />I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE SYDNEY<br />omg im having the most amazing time of my life<br />i cant believe it all has to end so soon<br />im gonna miss my gorgeous aussie boy<br />but he says he's coming to visit<br />ughhhh i dont think im gonna be able to be in cold new york knowing that this oasis is here<br />cant wait to come back, maybe someday i'll live here urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:82698 2005-07-17T22:52:04Z 2005-07-17T22:52:04Z Hola from costa rica!<br />i love you all ill be home on saturday<br />my email doesnt work but i have lj so hit me up<br />Kendra i miss you and love you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:82625 2005-07-07T18:20:45Z 2005-07-07T18:20:45Z so reliving sophomore year of high school last night with lisa and sean was amazing.<br />....my hair hurts urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:82332 2005-06-30T16:46:05Z 2005-06-30T16:46:05Z Me (11:52:14 PM): have you ever watched the show Degrassi?<br />Adam (11:52:29 PM): nope but ive heard of it<br />Me (11:53:07 PM): im watching it right now and im just really into it<br />Me (11:53:48 PM): i mean ellie wants marco's ass and wants to get slutty with him but he's gay but he doesnt want to admit it<br />Me (11:54:06 PM): and all of this coming from the mouths of canadian middle schoolers<br />Me (11:54:26 PM): its just nothing short of amazing<br />Adam (11:54:29 PM): hahaha<br />Me (11:55:31 PM): i wish i could watch it forever<br />Me (12:01:09 AM): my friend has it on dvd and one of the extra features is karaoke so you can sing to the theme song <br />Adam (12:01:16 AM): hahaha<br />Me (12:01:46 AM): its just fabulous<br />Me (12:03:56 AM): okay so you're going to think im really crazy but im really high and bored and you have to forgive me<br />Adam (12:04:08 AM): hahahaha<br />Me (12:04:33 AM): so im looking at reviews of the dvd and this girl said " I had often heard about Degrassi: The Next Generation. I went on to the show's website often, even though I didn't get the channel it shows on."<br />Me (12:04:45 AM): and i had to tell someone because thats hilarious<br />Me (12:05:38 AM): i mean how lame do you have to be to not actually get the show about canadian middleschoolers but frequent the website <br />often<br />Me (12:06:01 AM): and then to tell people that you do this<br />Me (12:06:09 AM): dear lord i want to see a picture of this woman urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:81759 2005-06-30T04:45:57Z 2005-06-30T07:34:29Z Giulia has left me all alone. <br />She needs to come back so we can Bring Back the Fun<br />(aka) drink heavily<br />i love her. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:81591 2005-06-25T23:41:14Z 2005-06-25T23:41:14Z Butters the Ass Bandit is officially the best nick name of all time<br />Adam should just thank me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:81212 2005-06-19T15:50:58Z 2005-06-19T15:50:58Z well a wonderful night was had.<br />beer, friends, and pot: what more could anyone ask for?<br />im sad i won't see them for nearly ever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:81098 2005-06-09T20:10:32Z 2005-06-09T20:10:32Z Okay Okay the time has come to recap summer thus far:<br /><br />My bitches came to town and we had a hotel party weekend. The parties to which all parties will fail in comparison.<br />So yeah basically amazing.<br /><br />Then my bitches left to drink in some well earned tropical deliciousness.<br /><br />I became a working girl and can proudly be found alphabetizing cds, etc. at tower.<br /><br />And in between that Sarah (my psuedo cousin) and I pimped it at the beach.<br /><br />Fuck yeah! this is summer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:80736 2005-04-30T14:58:14Z 2005-04-30T14:58:14Z I went to my first baseball game ever!!!!<br />Alyssa's Dad took us to the Yankee vs. Bluejays game<br />and although we were sad the Yankee's lost <br />We had an awesome time<br />Im really excited for next year! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:80612 2005-04-25T03:08:16Z 2005-04-25T03:08:16Z So another debaucherous weekend was completed! We successfully brought back the fun.<br />A serious mix of liquor made for an interesting/amazing night.<br />I love the CT and the Pignatelli family! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:80185 2005-04-18T06:04:52Z 2005-04-18T06:04:52Z but then night rolls around and it all starts making sense<br>there is no right way or wrong way<br>you just have to live and so i do what i do<br><strong>and at least i exist</strong> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:79935 2005-04-15T07:58:50Z 2005-04-15T07:58:50Z i find it utterly depressing that i dont remember my dreams<br />all the wishes for sweet ones are in vain urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:79803 2005-04-11T03:02:02Z 2005-04-11T03:02:02Z New SN: A Digital Ash urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:79552 2005-04-09T02:18:35Z 2005-04-09T02:18:35Z Katy has a whole in the crotch of her jeans.<br />She says "Caroline can you sew this"<br />Caroline says "no, but i can lend you my safety whistle." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:78499 2005-03-28T18:31:29Z 2005-04-05T06:04:46Z I've taken a lover....California! <br />Thursday night i got in and was greeted by my beautiful sister. Then Troian, Sean, Sarah, Emily and Will came over and the weekend had officially begun. <br />Friday i saw my Nica! and we realized how much we love and miss eachother. And i went to Kendra's school and met all of her friends. it was perfect. and the stoners do hang out on the grassy knoll. Then we cruised over to USC to hang out with Sean and had a blast.<br />Saturday was a trip to Venice for cheap sunglasses and a day of uncomprimised fun with Ry Guy and Sean and Kendra. And Saturday night was full of family fun. <br />Sunday breakfast with my other family and lunch with Monica was amazing. and Easter was filled with more family fun and my friend Sarah who is fantastic.<br /><br />All in all it was a damn fine weekend and i cant wait to be reunited with my lover in May urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:78291 2005-03-23T19:25:16Z 2005-04-05T06:05:01Z Now and again it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate. You <br />see your breath in the air as you climb up the stairs to that coffin you <br />call your apartment. And you sink in your chair, brush the snow from your hair <br />and drink the cold away. and You are not really sure what you're doing this for <br />but you need something to fill up the days. A few more hours. There's a dream <br />in my brain that just won’t go away. It's been stuck there since it came a <br />few nights ago and I’m standing on a bridge in the town where I lived as a kid with <br />my mom and my brothers. And then the bridge disappears and I’m standing on air <br />with nothing holding me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:77910 2005-03-15T02:27:27Z 2005-03-15T02:27:27Z Okay so Im in the Ville, Ellenville, NY that is with my bitch alyssa! Im having an awesome time. The Ville is a very very interesting place. <br />I love Kaitlyn and Fiona more than words can say! Oh and Deb i love Deb! She is the best bus driver i have ever met!<br />I think i get along so well with the Ville because the Blunts are abundant and the liquor runs like water.<br />spring break expectations of debauchery are definately being fulfilled!<br />I love you all and btw I will be home for easter weekend! So call me up! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:77623 2005-02-01T05:39:57Z 2005-02-01T05:39:57Z i am currently taking applications for the love of my life urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:77557 2005-01-26T06:05:10Z 2005-01-26T06:05:10Z "its just another cigarrette to me"<br /><br />amazing night w. my girl Sarah<br />because whatever i do its just got to be you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:77291 2005-01-19T05:30:11Z 2005-01-19T05:30:11Z ahem....The AMAZING mother fucking lou!<br />my liver was the kind of thirsty that couldnt be quenched<br />and luckily my girls supplied.<br />We fucking rock the shit out of that place...well anywhere we go that is....even the dirty jersey.<br />and i apparently rule at bowling and yet i was in second place by 50 points, but they again who can beat Tony i mean he's a Bowler, like a real Bowler. i am a Bowler in quite a different sense. Hence, how Gaby and i rock the shit out of the LA. Which is all about drinking, smoking, and popping pills from tijiuana (sketchy i know) but oh how especially delicious.<br /><br />and yes that is a gavel in my purse. sometimes someone has to keep the party in line. <br /><br />oh and i think i still owe Brooks a few things.<br /> With Love,<br /> The Other One urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:76861 2005-01-06T16:48:40Z 2005-01-06T16:48:40Z So.Im.Ready.For.The.Lou.even.though.my.space.bar.doesnt.work.<br />Im.so.fucking.excited.<br />We.Are.Going.To.Rock.The.Shit.Out.Of.That.Place urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:76692 2004-12-29T11:46:40Z 2004-12-29T11:46:40Z 8th grade dancing was awkward but not with garrett...brian mcnight was our muse<br /><br />You were always the mysterious one<br />With dark eyes and careless hair,<br />You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care<br />You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say<br />Besides some comment on the weather<br />Well in case you failed to notice,<br />In case you failed to see,<br />This is my heart bleeding before you,<br />this is me down on my knees<br /><br />im sorry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:76337 2004-12-28T00:52:48Z 2004-12-28T00:52:48Z You can't swim in a town this shallow - you will most assuredly drown tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:76203 2004-12-27T01:39:21Z 2004-12-27T01:39:21Z ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh<br />someone call me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:loveandtears:75802 2004-12-25T18:26:23Z 2004-12-25T18:26:23Z so i may have passed my classes but unfortunately i failed at life.